I hate the heat and I have a fricken cavity

Ok it was over 100 today and so humid. It is hot, the sticky miserable heat, which snaps all life out of you. Its the kind when you walk out of the house to your car, that your sweating and if you had worn makeup it would have slid half way down your face. I don’t even put on mascara when it’s like this.

I also had a dentist appointment. I have a cavity on my front tooth. I hate dentist, all of them in general. I can’t see why anyone would make a profession of causing people pain. I mean my cavity doesn’t hurt; it doesn’t bother me, I think maybe if I brush a whole hell of a lot that it might go away. But noooo, I have to get it filled. Do you know how much it hurts to have a filling done in the front of your mouth? I am almost crying just thinking about it. And what really sucks, I have been brushing and flossing. It took the lady maybe 10 minutes to clean my teeth; I didn’t even have much tarter. For someone in there 30's to not have tarter build up is unusual. But no I have fricken cavity. I would rather other cavities be filled then the one on my tooth.

It’s not even this guys fault that I hate dentist. When I was a kid, my mom when to OA (over eaters anonymous) She meant a dentist there and took us to see him. He was a very large man, with very large fingers. I would get my teeth cleaned and come out with the side of my lips bleeding. I think I bit him once and he hit me. Anyway now I don’t even like people touching my teeth, I don’t even like having like the white strips or anything like that on my teeth. I don’t even like having my teeth cleaned. Some people say there teeth feel so much cleaner; well mine were clean when I went in. It’s just not fair. I am so upset.

Anyway this is a brand new dentist, he took maybe a minute to check my teeth and almost missed the cavity, if it wasn’t for the lady who cleaned my teeth. But then I told them I don’t want to have it filled, and he was like "I don't have time for this." What the hell is that suppose to mean? And then he came out and me and another patient were lamenting the fact that we had to have a filling, and he asked which was the biggest whiner? Hell ya I am, but I don’t think I like him.